Ocean of Wonders

Dear Lover, The waves pushing us down, the infinite ocean drowning us. I fight them, do you? Help me, I'm drowning. Help us, we are drowning. Is it only me? Is this an illusion of us? Or are you not part of us? I cannot do this one on my own, you're with me yet you're not. The grip of your hand is getting lighter, are you fading away? I reach for you, nothingness. Why are we falling apart? So many questions, do you even hear me? It hurts, the waves, they bruise my wrists. The scars are opening again, the one you promised you would stitch. Our calm ocean is a red storm that screams with emotion. I reach for you, coldness. The toxic water reaches our lungs, but why am I the only one choking? Who are you? Where is my lover? You promised. You lied, didn't you? What did I expect? Please let me go. If you won't save us, let me save myself. I reach for you, traitor. Goodbye, I love you